down down down

tis few day my mood soo down...
many things happened to me
like education la...
frenz la...
and family too...
i really really become soo stress now
i dunno i can do wat now
every thing i do finally will become wrong de...
i hate myself
i hate
why i'm a human???
why i always happened many things de???
why i'm not a bird???
why i must faced all of tis???
i HATE
i really HATE
i dun wan like tat anymore
but
i cant
although i so hate now
i still must facing it everyday
i really hope
one day i can like a bird
sooo freedom
and no need facing problem anymore...

my life now

tis is my room now...
bcoz whole Labuan dun hav water supply
(Wat is the reason???
some say empangan dun hav water le...
change all the water paip...)
so now in UMSKAL,
everyday the most happy tym is when hear tat the water tank come to fill the water
bcoz finally hav water use...
now almost all the student know tat
how to save water le...
can you believe???
just use 1.5 little water use to bath and oso washing some clothes...
5.0 little can wash many clothes and bathing and oso wash ur hair...
after washing the clothes, the water can used for cleaning the bathroom
厉害叻。。。

kanasai

walau
my campus dun hav water o
WAT????
they said need
until september oli hav water supply
THEN NOW LEH???
i no need take bath
no need wash my clothes?
no need go to toilet
no need cook la...
HOW can alive la if dun hav water
although they said whole W.P. Labuan dun hav water now
coz 3 empangan here become kering
dun hav water wor
BUT
very unfair
in my school
guys campus got water
they said in their room
water as much as 瀑布
how come our girl dun hav leh???
coz girls more than guys????
tis is not our fault
must ask God why in tis world the number of girls is more higher?
if bcoz of tis reason
then i wan be the guy too...
(just kiding la... girl more better, hav guy love... HAHA)
OMG
please la...
faster raining
so Labuan can hav water supply again
if no
i cant imagine tis 2 months how i can alive?
PLEASE...

HAI...

这是我改名字后的第一篇文章
为什么会说自己是宅女呢？？？
因为。。。
我就是宅女咯。。。哈哈~~~
我是非常宅女的宅女！
我从来不会在晚上出去
如果没有什么特别的
我是不会出去房门的
我也不喜欢逛街
朋友约我
我总是以不同的理由拒绝
例如：family day啦，生病啦，家里有事……
就算是我的家人找我出去
偶尔我也会拒绝
毕竟不能以以上的理由拒绝吧？！
所以咯。。。
大部分总是脸黑黑的
别人会以为我在生气
其实不是啦
我只是不喜欢出去而已
我自己也不知道为什么
也许
我对外面没有安全感吧？！
好笑吧
逛街也要安全感？！！！
不知道啦。。。
每次在外面总是心里怪怪的
所以久而久之
就变得不喜欢出去了
好啦
不讲了
免得被我的朋友看见
他们会来找我麻烦。。。哈哈